curiosity killed the cat

alot of people wonder what kind of guy i am, i remember the days when tina use to be fascinated about my metaphorical way of thinking, and why im quiet and all these other things. I donno i guess im just a different person, i have my share of experiences that lead me to who i am.
First of all, an explanation or question within a metaphor is so interesting, I like to unravel things that cant be explained, because answering questions nobody is asking is something i like to do.
WakkaWakka is the sound of Pacman eating, it refers to me hungering to eat, not literally. Wanting to want more, the game as no goal but to eat through out the entire game to score higher. Sounds to me like the goal for more money. Ghosts go after him while hes eating. Pacman instead goes after them; thats how i visualize how the world works. When you're eating (not literally), somebody wants to take you down, so you'd have to reverse and make them run from you.
the movie Avatar is the same way too. Sky people against avatar people, i perfer to be on the sky people side, just because i see it as being potrayed as realism. In our world we need to take what we want, and just close your eyes, do what you gotta do and go on.
I feel same same way when i watch afro samurai. His dad was killed infront of him, and he had to kill whoever crossed his path to get his revenge. In the sequal, sons, friends and family try to take ravenge on afro for killing their loved ones, its like how afro became who he is. Its like a reverse. In the end, afro has to do what hes gotta do, kill those people too, even if he had to kill somebody infront of their own son.
I dont want to think like everyone else, my perspective of life and a way of acting is justified by my reactions to how i see how society works.
oh, random, if u notice, i dont really like to use captials....just to add to my weirdness
btw, got the idea to blog this because i was in a conversation about illuminati couple days ago, and i thought to myself...why do i think like this.